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Name: melly
Birthday: 11/1/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: 3 am phone calls. starbucks. sharpies. writing awesome poems. quotes. music.making out in the rain. JELLO<3. && nattie the hawt lesbo. teehee.
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bright eyes[x] my chemical romance[x] blink 182[x] all american rejects[x] postal service[x]tbs[x]something corporate[x] incubus [x] thursday [x] fall out boy [x] killers [x]box car racers [x] from first to last...and bla bla bla
Expertise: play electric guitar, piano, sing, write poems, and stufffffffff. eh.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  sheselectricx33
AIM:  xpaperheartx89
MSN: xmelon_headx@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  shibby_rox_08
Member Since:
3/25/2005
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| hey kids. not so depressed today. thank god. yeah, i talked to danny
while walking track today, she's really cool. and danielle is being
less annoying. although my grades suck really realy badly. its sad. 2
c's 1 f, 2 a's and 3 b's..yeah. pretty bad.
natalie just came back from her great adventure of sienna. i was
looking for her. i was very worried , so i looked for her with my bare
feet against the dirt road..(very dramatic)..yeah...and then her
brother came..and we still couldnt find her..but no she's back...YAY!!!
woot woot.. ::dances:: ok well im gonna go coz my moms gonna be here in
a bit. bye!!
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| fucked up day. seriously. worse than yesterday. but i cant say why. i hate pretending to be happy. it's gotten old. all my friends are pissing me off. its not cool. no one understands me. i thought this one person did..but i was obviously wrong. i was crying in class today, but no one noticed. (which) is a good thing) oh yeah..and i cried on the bus too. but its ok. ill get over it. and im kinda pissed..coz i have not taken my time to actually finish "the perks of being a wall flower" i tried to in ipc today, but i was to depressed to attempt to read anything. oh yeah...and if u think that im just a big sensitive, attention whore...fuck you. im an emo kid.
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| life has lost meaning ... like gum loses its taste.
today really sucked. i was depressed. i have no idea why. but yeah, i felt like..why the hell am i here? theres no reason. but whatever. maybe ill stop being such an emo whore. whatever. ill get over it.
<3...im such a fool to think that you're actually thinking of me...<3
melly belly <33 | | |
| these r pics kristin r. took at dallas..we were oober bored with ourselves..heehee
 
 
 
 
and then of course kierstens gorgeous "sex hair" (orgasm) JAYKAY. im such a perv.
yes life has moved on. i am not over on how hot david was..but i am over it. he was old anyway. ha.
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today was pretty...ok. i wore my new T today..yay. it was rather interesting in spanish..isaac took his flash light and put it on my boob. how lovely of him.what a perv. this week end..i talked to someone on the phone..and i was very disappointed on him..not saying who. it's funny.how u actually really like some one, and then u get over them, but then again, ur jealous when they get over you, and move on.
i will never be good for anyone. not even my friends. it's ok though. hopefully ill stop being so fucking emotional..and get over everything.
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TRUST ME. THIS IS WORTH READING.
So..I just came back from my trip to dallas. I must say…the highlight of my trip, was our dinner last night at “medieval times.” we were the “yellow” group and our knight was SUPER FUCKING HOT. He looked just like Orlando bloom! He was wearing yellow and riding a horse. Omg. The first time he saw me, he like STARED at me, and he…KEPT staring at me (I loved the attention) hehe. Yeah, and then EVERYTIME he came around he’d look at me, point at me, and either gimme a smile, or wave. And then he was throwing flowers at people, but he kept missing me. So he went back to the lil tent thing, and he had this white carnation, with pink tips. He pointed at me, and told me to come down to him…and I came down. He held the flower, kissed it…and gave it to me personally… .(omg.omg.omg.) and yeah. I was soooo flattered. And then he came around a second time and on his sword there was a yellow ribbon tied to it. It said “Queen of Love and Beauty” (omgomgomg!!!) and yeah..he pointed at me to come down and get it…and I missed a step on the stairs and fell right on my ass …(shit.) and all the people were laughing and he held a finger to his lips and went “sssshhhh”  lol. And omg…I took it..and I was like soooooo ….like…omg. (sorry..im just kinda speechless. Haha. ) so everyone was making fun of me and how I fell and stuff..but it was all good..I was just happy, he liked me. And then, it was his turn to “fight” so he wore this helmet..and he rode around to pass ME and he lifted up his helmet, and said hi to me….OMG!!!haha. Yeah…so anyways..blabla..they fought. Hehe. Ya, and then it was THE LAST time I got to see him (it was kinda the end of the show) and this was the absolute worse time were elise tried to steal MY CARNATION! But yeah..it was the last time I could see him…and our eyes had a conversation  (lol) and then ELISE TOOK MY FLOWER FROM MY HAIR…so I chased her..and by the time I got back to my seat….he was GONE…(tear) I DIDN’T GET TO SAY BYE!!!!!! Lol. Yeah, and then everyone was like “where the fuck did u go??? He was looking for you!!! When he was walking away with his horse he kept looking back to see you if u were there!! And he looked soooo pissed!!!” yeah. Oh well…I got a picture of him. But its impossible to actually “like” him..b/c first of all…he lives in dallas..and he’s like…20. Lol..haha.. I got hit on by a hot guy..haha. Yeah. And reyna asked one of the ladies if he was single..and she said “he’s Very well taken”…I was like….WUT??!!!?!?! LOL. Yeah. And then I also found out his name was david. ::sigh:: its ok. Im SORTA over it. Lol. Ill write the rest of my “trip” tomorrow..since this is already enough for u too read.
heres a picture of him.
so hot. i shoulve gotten his number.
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